JUST GONNA LIE DOWN AND PRETEND THAT NONE OF THIS SHIT EVER HAPPENED AND THAT JOHN AND I ARE STILL FRIENDS AND VRISKA’S DEAD AND THAT EVERYTHING’S… NOT LIKE IT IS RIGHT NOW.
((Gotta go be back tomorrow afternoon. Going to the Dentist’s in like six hours. Bluh.))
um. i know this is gonna sound dumb especially coming from me (we both know it’s hard to take stuff seriously coming from a guy with teeth this big, heh)… but, uhh, even though it is really weird to think about how there are other mes running around, i think i am going to think of them as different people.
and i guess that means if, i mean this is really up to you, but if you want to talk about it…
ugh this is stupid. we’re not even proper friends, you said so yourself. but i guess my point is, even if you don’t really want to be friends with me, and i mean this
me… i can’t shake the feeling that we still are. so to me, we’re friends.
and… if you ever need a shoulder to lean on, or whatever your word for shoulders is. then i’ll be here. even if you don’t want me to be. and i’m sorry about that, hehehe.
(( here is what is essentially the blog version of a long-winded answer-machine message for the next time you get online, orrr whenever you see this. yaaaaay soppy friendship aneurysms all over my bloooog.
kinda felt like i had to sort out john’s thoughts about everything before they all started piling up and confusing me so oops sorry for writing a novel at you! ))